JULY 2004
01/07/2004 - Thursday
Weather: Sunny
I have been in a bad mood all blooming day long. Ticked off cos my ex wants to be my friend. Well that would be nice wouldn’t it? But dumping me and expecting me to be ok afterwards is quite offensive. He must think I am stupid. But rubbing the fact he has happy in my face won’t work cos I just don’t care. My mum called, couldn’t hear her but I think she said that I can take my TV etc which worries me because they are being nice, and people are only nice to me when either they want something or something bad is forecast. I am getting uncomortable about this move, but maybe it will allow things to cool down. At least that is what I hope.
Simon
02/07/2004 - Friday
Weather: Sun/Cloud/Rain
Marco has been evicted and now the telly has got... well... crap really. Well, Not done that much today. So I lead a boring existence when my mum is not around. Well, It looks as if there are going to be 2 meetings before I go away, one on the 6th and another on the 8th and then it’s the big day, the 12th.
Simon
03/07/2004 - Saturday
Weather: Sunny
Guess the tooth hurts sometimes huh? I have toothache, but seeming as I haven’t got a hope in hell for seeing a blooming dentist in Yate, I mayenswell try my luck in Kingswood. I had a dream about my ex last night, I was saved by the alarm clock, as it seems to be switched on for some reason. But it seems to be saving me from Nightmares! Friends kinda annoy me, but that doesen’t apply to the first 4 on my friends page. It’s just the ones who appear and disappear from my friends list as they can’t seem to make that commitment or they are just insensitive fuckers. My ex seems to be leaving me alone now. I am kinda sorry I ever met him. But I don’t like to count my chickens too soon and as for keeping your friends close & enemies closer... I disagree with that as that only leads to needless misery. Disrespect your enemies by shunning them and Respect your friends by being kind, generous, supportive and loyal to them. That’s what I say. I also looked at the BSM website last night after a nasty accident outside my room, It’s looking more expensive than I thought, but finding work is about as easy as finding a good dentist! Hope that entry made up for yesterdays lacklustre.
Simon
04/07/2004 - Sunday
Weather: Cloudy/Sunny
My laptop hasn’t been behaving itself today so I’m having to write my blog entry on here (Desktop). Both mine and Gary’s toothaches seem to be getting better. I’ve also blocked my ex on MSN because he’s stupid. My mum is home tomorrow, meeting on Tuesday, meeting on Thursday, packing on Saturday & Sunday, moving on Moday the 12th. Can’t be arsed to explain.
Simon
05/07/2004 - Monday
Weather: Sunny/Cloudy
It seems whenever I get caught up in a bad spell, butterflies land in my garden. Right now I’m troubled cos it appears that both my ex’s now have boyfriends and that it’s al myl fault that I always lose something. Paul was my loss cos he stopped me from eventually getting a boyfriend cos I was talking to someone I actually liked, then he came along and dragged me away from it, broke up with me and now I’ve lost that person who I was talking to. Scott has left me feeling like I’m the villain who doesen’t desserve any kind of happiness and I guess it disturbs me. It disturbs me because I just feel as if I am worthless. Worthless because whatever I do it causes people to dislike me for just being me. Or do they want me to be a cold bastard, cos if that’s what they want, that’s what they’re gonna get if there not careful...
Simon
06/07/2004 - Tuesday
Weather: Sunny
Had a meeting this morning regarding the upcoming logistics for moving out. Looks as if it should go smoothly. Been taking Mrs Vindaloo (my dear mother) out to the opticians to get her new specs, cancelling appointments, arranging one appointment, and putting in repeat precriptions for her six week stagnent getaway. Gonna be boring... Gary’s dreading it and so am I! My mum earned the title Mrs Vinadloo cos she ordered one by accident whilst she was away and didn’t realise how hot it would be, and everyone has been taunting her with the Vindaloo tune by Fat les, and I couldn’t resist joining in! Sorry mum!
Simon
07/07/2004 - Wednesday
Weather: Rain
It’s July and the weather is really stormy... Things are getting hectic now, everything is being packed, almost as if my mum’s carers can’t wait for her to go! I’ve had a bit of a boring day though really. But I have been listenning to the Final Fantasy X-2 Soundtrack (which is what I am doing right now). Is rather cool :)
Simon
08/07/2004 - Thursday
Weather: Rain
The Pre-Commencement Project Meeting took place today. Most of it went over my head as I couldn’t really hear what they were all saying but they were talking mostly about technical stuff. Basically, we are getting a new kitchen, 2nd back door, improved access around the house etc. Otherwise today has been kinda boring. I’ll be moving back on the 16th of August.
Simon
09/07/2004 - Friday
Weather: Cloudy/Sunny
Gary had a job interview today and I hope he’s got the job. He thinks it went well but fingers crossed! Meanwhile I have had a rather hectic day. Started with me being bored out of my skull until a Virus wormed it’s way onto my laptop. So I had to format that and I had to pack mt clothes into my suitcase. The living room is like a gypsy campsite at the moment with everything we need to take un-neatly piled at the end of the room and is making things difficult for my mum. Also I had to take her to see some kind of nurse which was kind of a waste of time really as nothing happened. The weekend won’t be easy either!
Simon
10/07/2004 - Saturday
Weather: Mostly Cloudy
Well another day another headace for me! I think I’ve finished packing now, but I will double check tomorrow. I’ve been really bored today. I spoke to Ned earlier, he’s got a bad back and I hope it get’s better soon, but at least I got the chance to tell him he won’t see me online for a while. Speaking of the net, tomorrow see’s my last update on here for over a month. I beat Sonic Advance last night on my Gameboy Advance. Interesting bosses at the end, as 2 of them were replica’s from past Sonic games...
Simon
11/07/2004 - Sunday
Weather: Rain/Cloudy
Another generally boring day was had by all today, yet it’s been kind of stressful as I have had to pack stuff all weekend. I kind of feel stressed out generally by all this work that has been going on in preparation for the builders moving in; TOMMOROW!! And that means that this is the last blog entry for a while. That said however, I will have my laptop with me and will be writing entries whilst I am away, ready for a big blog update when I get back on the 16th of August. And so, This is bye for now. I am gonna miss chatting to some of you online and I am gonna miss being able to access the Internet.
Bye Bye! See you! Bye Bye!!
Simon